Intro to myself!!

Hello! I'm clearly new to this, my name is Brittney, my nickname is Breezy or Breezy Lynn. You can call me whatever you want. (Just don't call me ugly) lol OK bad Dad joke there, but I couldn't contain myself 😂🙌🏼🤦‍♀️💁‍♀️😶‍🌫️ I love to laugh, I have 3 of my own children, 2 step-children, and a wonderful, loving relationship with the special man in my life!! However, the only one I TRULY answer to is God the father almighty, maker of Heaven and Earth, and Jesus Christ, the only way to get to Heaven and to the Father!! God has, within the past 3 years, opened my eyes to many, many, many ways we have been being deceived for thousands and thousands of years!! So, my goal in life is to spread love like Jesus, share the gospel like Jesus, be kind and humble and full of faith for our Father who art in Heaven, like Jesus!! Basically, my goal is to become as much like Jesus as possible in my lifetime, to spread kindness, to spread truth, and to spread God's word and unconditional love for us! BUT, not EVERYTHING I talk about is going to be about Jesus. I may blog about my children and what they're up to, my 2 kitties who are a mother and daughter and absolutely hilarious and loving, but, no matter what, I aim to keep my posts/blogs in as positive a light as is possible. I think we all see plenty of bad and complaining every day, so it can be really refreshing to say or hear good news or something silly and funny as opposed to so many sad, depressing things and rabbit holes we can go down. I'd absolutely love to be the sun in someone's rainy day. Not to be noticed, but because I think we all could share a lot more kindness to one another than what I've been seeing the past decade or so. So if I come across a funny or uplifting story, I will be trying to remember I have a new app/acct here to post it to lol. Up to this point, I've only used Facebook and Google. I've had no interest in anything else. But, I ended up on here because I read a story and wrote a ridiculously long response to it, but i had to become a member to post it, and I decided I did not just type all of that for nothing, so I signed up, and here I am!! The page suggested an introduction post, so here it is!! I'm 36 years old, I live on the east coast of the United States, and my entire life revolves around my family!! My favorite place is home or wherever my children are. Wherever my loved ones are, that's my home!! I would do absolutely anything for my family, and I also realize I am extremely lucky to have them, because I have a life full of love with children that some people only dream of having or are unable to have their own children even though they want to, I feel so awful for anyone in that situation, and I just want those with whom that statement hit home to know that I FULLY appreciate every single second I get with my children and my family. You will never hear me say, "I don't want to be here," or "Ahh! I just want a moment to myself for once!!" I've heard practically every other mother I've encountered say these things, but my children LITERALLY saved my life, certainly my 1st one saved me from unaliving myself, for the day I found out I was pregnant was the day I had planned on ending it after work. Well, before I left work I took a pregnancy test, fully expecting it to be negative, telling myself I just gained a bunch of weight. God had me take that test that day. There is absolutely zero doubt in my mind. He knew that I would be completely incapable of harming my own child along with myself. He was telling me no, it's not your time. So I said ok. But even then, growing up I've always gone to church with my family, and while they were active in the church, I never saw them reading their Bibles, and they never tried to TEACH me anything from the Bible. It was like we were there because it was the proper thing to do, not to teach us about the Lord. So for a very long time I thought what I was was a Christian, but approximately 3 years ago God started opening my eyes with one thing after another after another, and what is so crazy is, this is happening to people all around the world right now. God is calling His army - He's telling us to be on the ready, because the time of Revelation is near, and this is a spiritual battle. We cannot fight this battle with our bodies, we can only fight it by falling on God, keeping a relationship with God, keeping God's armor on, because Satan doesn't miss. He's been here a lonnnngggggg time and he knows the right AND wrong buttons to push! We must repent and ask forgiveness for our sins, ask Jesus to come into our hearts, thank Him for dying for our wicked sins, for experiencing absolute mental and physical torture for, not even HIS sins, but for OURS!! I ask you today, Lord God, please stay within our hearts, please forgive us all for our wicked ways and for paying more attention to the world and people than the attention we give to you. Please help guide each and every one of us to You, Jesus. Please help those who are hurting not turn away from You, but to turn toward You, to seek You in their hours of grief, pain, and/or needs. Help them to understand and know "The Footprints" story, to understand that sometimes bad things happen because You're trying to tell us that isn't the way, and if we remain hard-headed and do not listen, You will continue to make things worse and worse until we finally realize what You're trying to tell us to let go of, or to grab onto. For only You can fill that void we all are seeking to fill, God, and I KNOW that void will be there until the day you take Jesus into your heart and repent your sins; when you are BORN AGAIN!! You go into that prayer a sinner, and you come out of that prayer cleansed of all evil. Then it is up to YOU to try your very best to be Christ like, and to also spread the Word, the only Truth - God's truth, from "Gog to Magog," which is said in revelation that is where Satan is released for his thousand-year reign, to confuse and corrupt the entire world, "from Gog to Magog." So as Satan spreads his choas and lies, let us, also, spread the message of our Messiah, the One who Saved every single one of us, the One that died for OUR sins, so that we may be able to find our way to the Father and to eternal life THROUGH Him!! ONLY through YOU, Jesus, may we find the way, truth, and the light. I pray that You continue to keep opening more and more eyes to the deceit in the world and the Truth that is in the Bible. I love you, Lord God and Jesus. Forever and ever, and for all eternity. God bless each and every one of you that's read this!! Lord, I pray I may have touched at least 1 person through this post about myself and, most importantly, You!! In Jesus's name, Amen!!