no point in dibbing ... ( ... ... dwelling ? not quite ... ) , content this time the option exists instead
Havent had to rush like this in ages ... this is an ashura's advance on my life but thats okay, for my familiars i dont mind losing a point of constitution though after so many i think i'm in the red ...
Im gonna keep this short, he's in capable hands the rest is in the hands of the gods ...
Nothing fatal but to just leave it or use half-measure probably ends up with worse problems later so
...
tears my heart to think he's there by himself but not doing it i could never forgive me now that the option exists. If this were a stray that arrived here today we simply couldnt afford but since they agreed to cover if we took him in the option exists and as hard as it is
in the end you would only delay or not do it for yourself, but you have to think about the little one
...
Last time the greatest of their species .. in older days when we could almost still manage i think she got operated on once , different vet, same thing im sure they're both as capable and to them financially it doesnt make much difference those agendas are packed ... Its almost like divine intervention my cousin could score an appointment today and the vet agreed to slide it in between ...
Can pick him up tomorrow ... i didnt think we'd get one at least until friday and no idea what would happen, i thought antibiotics and painkillers AND THAT WAS AN OPTION TOO BUT
... as hard as it is to leave him behind for the night ...
this is obviously the better one
its good to have well-paying jobs i guess ... it gives you options in life
having a pow-wow with the great elder .. havent seen that one since last time when he sat here on the fence for like 45 minutes staring, now it feels like he came to say goodbye ... in this place hard to say what might have happened
Last time YEEARS ago ... when she needed surgery
I had to call a taxi to drop her off, then luckily the vet made no problem that i wired the money for the surgery later, then the meds and whatnot i think all together maybe 600-800 euros ...
that wouldnt be an option today off the bat and off the tophat
But he's lucky that he came with warranty (lol?) and they dont make a fuss about what they said they would .
So he can get what he deserves, even if a painful day now, for me too - believe you me - it would be a lot worse later if we didnt
and SO
its in capable hands and the hands of the gods, same as with humans, surgery with anesthesia always has at least a small chance at complications
if anyone here believed in gods who care now would be a time to pray but
We'll just have to wait and see
and why ?
because cats ....
why else ?