I can tell you that I'm not stupid! I still haven't done anything more than followed my heart and my soul. It's a good fit when I put the picture in frustration and panic. I've never received so much feedback on something that I wanted to do with this was not to push someone I didn't want to bear the shame. Think no woman or man should take anything personal. Took hasty decision and went away to Spain wanted to escape. In Spain, was I not good at all. Wanted to get a picture of everything that was on top. I fooled myself. My closest knew how I felt and that was bad. Found myself in my hotel room most of the time. Until I get a call that it was my love it anyway that could make everything right. I went out from the hotel and there he was, I fell in his arms into tears I had been so scared. Scared of myself o where I was going. It was dark. O I had no contact with myself or my feelings at all. Run from that I still loved him. According to most people it's just a disgrace in itself. He demanded nothing of me. He wanted to be breve me o was really worried. When we got home, it was straight into the ER.. which I had the strength to just wanted to disappear. He carried me when
I didn't want to go. He look when I couldn't see. Posted in 2 weeks time with medicines constant pulse and heart monitoring, surveillance. Don't know if I would be alive today if he doesn't come down. So all of you who think I'm stupid in the head may be more than happy to find it. No matter what, we have been together for 2 years and he's my best friend since day one. We are not more than people. I'm glad I'm alive. I'm happy for the journey we have ahead of us for the better. I'm happy for my family and my friends o love and appreciate life more than ever. I don't wear to shame because I have chosen to follow my heart o believe love o all the good people we have to use. Seamen is something he can wear o work with. Which he does every day every minute. Which is more natural than to call me stupid. Still I carry no shame. Shame would have been if I had continued to lie to myself. I was drawn between the shame that I felt like I do for him o what was right outwards until the point that I panicked. I know he loves me more than anything. There is nothing that comes between us. Nothing that I doubt. Respect myself out loud when I go against standard for listening to my equitable relationship o my feelings o my gut. The most important to me is that my family o I'm fine. I wish you a wonderful day! Just got a call and got a job 🤘 so sweet. Kiss O love for you.
